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Janelle James Discovers She’s a Comedian and Not a Gardener

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

New York comic Janelle James never even imagined being a comedian. She had grown up in the Virgin Islands, worked in fashion PR, had two kids, and was living in Illinois when she first walked on stage at an open mic night. She was 30 years old. But as soon as she hit the stage, […]

24: Incompatible With Life

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

At 32 weeks pregnant, Cat and Jim find themselves planning for their son’s death while hoping for his birth. This is a story of a life and a death, extraordinary in every way. Listen to this podcast Author: American Public Media You know how every day someone asks “how are you?” And even if you’re […]

Jenny Lawson is Very Fond of Creepy Smiling Dead Animals and Worries Quite a Bit

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

She’s the author of bestselling books and an incredibly popular blog, but Jenny Lawson showed up to our interview wondering, at least a little, if her appearance on this show and her whole career, really, was part of some delusion. It’s not. She’s the real thing: an incredibly funny and honest writer with a legion […]

23: Live with Dessa, Alyssa Limperis and Geoffrey Wilson

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

TTFA is live from the historic Fitzgerald Theater in downtown St. Paul, MN! Featuring conversation with writer/rapper/entrepreneur Dessa, who took to science to overcome a bad love. And with comedian Alyssa Limperis, whose father died of glioblastoma. So funny! Plus, music from the amazing composer of our theme song, Geoffrey Wilson. Listen to this podcast […]

The Holiday Coping Mechanism Spectacular

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

We’ve gathered up a whole lot of tips, tricks, ideas, and stories to help you get through this time of year when merriness and jolliness aren’t always in abundant supply. Hear holiday thoughts from Wil Wheaton, Margaret Cho, Jenny Lawson, John Green, Aimee Mann, and more. Plus, a story about a slobbering zebra. Listen to […]

22: Happy(ish) Holidays II

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

Lauren’s brother died at Thanksgiving. And her mother at Christmas. So… this time of year it’s not all Ho Ho Ho for her. Or for a lot of other people. Because the Holidays can really and truly suck for some. So we’re back with our second annual Holiday radio extravaganza that will once again bedazzle […]

Ana Marie Cox Is Not Really Edited Much At All

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

You know those things that happened but that you don’t talk about very much? Or even at all? Because they’re too upsetting? In this episode, host John Moe and guest Ana Marie Cox put those things on the table. Ana is a journalist, pundit, and podcaster; she talks about the lowest point in her mental […]

21: Introducing Childhood

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

Malena is 10 years old, and she worries a lot. About her grades. About her procrastination. About her dad. Especially about her dad. Kids are the best. They’re smart and funny and deeply empathetic. And they – and their thoughts and feelings – deserve to be taken seriously. Why are we saying this? Because we […]

Julie Klausner Builds a More Confident and Dumber Version of Herself For Our Amusement

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

Growing up, actor and writer Julie Klausner was too busy battling depression and daydreaming about an imagined Merlot-sipping cosmopolitan adulthood to really engage in the world itself. It wasn’t until she entered the world of comedy and improv as an adult that things really started to click into place. That led to creating Difficult People, […]

20: The Truth We Live

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

Amee doesn’t have a dad. But she used to. He was the best. He was the worst. And he claims that he doesn’t remember any of it. Listen to this podcast Author: American Public Media You know how every day someone asks “how are you?” And even if you’re totally dying inside, you just say […]

Jeff Tweedy Didn’t Want to Take His Doctor On Tour Because the Doctor Was Terrible

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

Long before Jeff Tweedy was the founder and leader of the enormously popular band Wilco, he was a kid in Illinois with severe migraines and a tendency toward anxiety and depression. He cycled through alcohol, marijuana, and, finally, opioids to try to get to the point of feeling normal and okay, even relying on a […]

19: What Does All This Loss Mean?

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

Dead sister. Dead grandma. Dead grandpa. Dead uncle. Dead mom. Dead dad. Dead brother. The list of loss goes on and on for Jaamil, and so does his list of professional accolades and accomplishments as he moves from trauma to post-traumatic enlightenment. Listen to this podcast Author: American Public Media You know how every day […]

Patti Harrison Figures Out Who She Is and She’s a Woman Who Likes Gross Jokes

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

With one recent appearance on The Tonight Show, Patti Harrison went from being a well-regarded alternative comedian in New York to being a de facto spokesperson for transgender people. She’s proud of who she is and proud to give a voice to that community. But she wants to make it clear that her sense of […]

PLACEBO: Imagine Depression as a Person and Describe Them

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

What if clinical depression was not just a thing in someone’s brain but an actual other person entirely? What would they look like? Act like? Who would they be? And how would you interact with such a person? It’s a mental exercise that many find helpful in isolating the disease from the self to better […]

PLACEBO: How to Get Help

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

If you are having problems with your mental health, please get help. You’ve heard that before on this show and probably plenty of other places as well. But how do you actually do that? How do you go about finding professional help to get things on a better track? It’s a process that can be […]

PLACEBO: Hitting the Nail on the Head

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

Depression can be really hard to define, making it difficult for anyone who doesn’t have it to be understand it. And that can make the people who do have it feel that much more alone. We asked our listeners what movie, TV show, artwork, or other piece of culture gets depression right. The answers range […]

Mini-Season Ep 9: Love Hurts

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

When Lea Thau’s fiance left her, she felt all the feelings. Then she had their baby, and decided to start dating again. But, despite going out, nothing seemed to be clicking. Over and over. And eventually, she wanted to know why. Why didn’t men want to keep dating her? So she asked them. And recorded […]

Mini-Season Ep 9: Love Hurts

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

When Lea Thau’s fiance left her, she felt all the feelings. Then she had their baby, and decided to start dating again. But, despite going out, nothing seemed to be clicking. Over and over. And eventually, she wanted to know why. Why didn’t men want to keep dating her? So she asked them. And recorded […]

PLACEBO: John Darnielle of The Mountain Goats on where all that coping music comes from

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

When we asked listeners about their favorite songs to listen to while battling depression, The Mountain Goats’ music kept coming up. We caught up with the band’s founder, singer, and songwriter, John Darnielle, to learn about what goes into his process. We also find out about the music he listens to and the other ways […]

When Unemployment Causes You To Fantasize About Entrepreneurship

Written by Puzzlehead, in Business, Entertainment

You know, there are a lot of things that go on in your head when you’re unemployed and the rug has been pulled out from under you. I’m currently going through a really bad stretch (I guess you could say that, yes, it did get worse?!) and I’ve been contemplating my next steps. As I’ve […]

PLACEBO: The Things We Tell Ourselves That Help

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

There are many ways to address depression: therapy, meds, exercise, music. And then there are our own thoughts. We learn the mantras, reminders, and rituals that some of our listeners use to get through it when Clinny D flares up. Listen to this podcast Author: Chip Walton The Hilarious World of Depression A show about […]

My Relief That Father’s Day Has Passed

Written by Puzzlehead, in Dad, Depression, Family, Relationships

It looks like I’m back from my long hiatus. Things have still been really tumultuous in my life and it has been really difficult trying to deal with it. In fact, if a Dagwood sandwich was made of crap that would be my life right now – one layer of crap on top of another and […]

PLACEBO: Vol. 2 of Listeners’ Favorite Coping Songs

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

When clinical depression, the ol’ Clinny D, starts getting the best of our listeners, a lot of them reach for the headphones to fire up some choice tunes. We take another spin through the therapeutic playlist and hear from The Beach Boys, the Grateful Dead, and a Taylor Swift cover you simply must listen to. […]

Mini-Season Ep 8: Dear Grown-ups

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

What do you wish your grown-ups had said to you when you were a kid? Especially while dealing with really hard stuff? We wanted to know, so we asked the Terrible Club – listeners who support the show – and they had some thoughts. Geez da wheeze, did they have some thoughts. You can join […]

Mini-Season Ep 7: Naomi + Khaleel

Written by Puzzlehead, in Relationships, TTFA

Khaleel Thompson is an 18-year-old who loves music, reading, and his cat, Domino. Naomi is his mother, asking why four police officers fired more than 12 rounds at her son in a public park two weeks ago, leaving him in critical condition. The two of them are the humans behind a news headline – caught […]

PLACEBO: Listeners’ Favorite Coping Songs

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

We asked our listeners to tell us about the songs they use when depression is hitting hard. Take a listen to some of the responses, both the songs themselves and the stories behind them in this highly musical trip through the jukebox that is Clinny D. You won’t often find mix tapes with Doris Day, […]

PLACEBO: Coping Ideas From a Real Live Sad Clown

Written by Puzzlehead, in Depression, Mental Health, Relationships

More ideas from listeners for unusual methods they used to address their depression that actually worked. We’ve heard a wide variety of ideas from all over the world, including Jonna Nummela of Helsinki, Finland who tells about her clown alter-ego who takes lumps so Jonna doesn’t have to. We also hear about what Jonna brings […]